yay. new password. but well. i know its not very secure actually but yah. bopian. i have decided that i will only let a few pple have my password this time. a really few few! yah haha. else kinda defeats the purpose yah. came back this morning and have been in a kinda daze this whole day cos of lack of sleep. went church after a short short nap and it was so soooooo nice to be in church again! its like i really missed it alot. cried like mad at the end haha. dunno y oso but it was good :) uncle dan was saying tt we shld just be in solitude with God and i really felt Him there! and tho like im not say going thru any rough patch or wad, it was just so nice to rest in His wonderful presence again.anyway met tim es dre and alv for lunch at s21 (now i know the name). it was nice to see them again! really did miss my frens alot! of cos it was good to see everyone in church too! yups. then i went home and then met dave for coffee before he goes back to camp tonight haha. poor commando boy! yah it was nice to chat with him again! and well. heard something tt really cracks me up haha oops.
yeah i think im over it lah. what i had was some retarded crap phase tt i was going thru haha. india has cleared my system. i guess i did learn alot frm it lah. was telling dave abt my experiences there and well, we did have alot! haha. experiences i mean.and like i am pretty inspired by the docs there and stuff... so yah. tts good haha. but i really dunno if i can do what they have done and really give up EVERYTHING for the service of others! i mean i know that that is what we are supposed to do, but its really hard!
marcus called me again and im supposed to meet him sometime nxt week... dunno lah. i dun really want to? but hes really nice to me so i shld rite. just tt. i dunno lah. whats wrong with me haha. actually while i was in india i was thinking of giving him a chance but aiyah i dunno lah. maybe i just dont want any strings attached at the moment?
well its back to relaity soon... can only escape for so long eh. but it IS good to be home haha. me and char were singing "home" in the plane haha. so embarrassing! and i wore my sari to the airport and like all the customs pple on both sides were telling me tt its nice :) tho i think i wore it wrongly.
gross boy msged me haha. i AM evil. whoops
yeah i think im over it lah. what i had was some retarded crap phase tt i was going thru haha. india has cleared my system. i guess i did learn alot frm it lah. was telling dave abt my experiences there and well, we did have alot! haha. experiences i mean.and like i am pretty inspired by the docs there and stuff... so yah. tts good haha. but i really dunno if i can do what they have done and really give up EVERYTHING for the service of others! i mean i know that that is what we are supposed to do, but its really hard!
marcus called me again and im supposed to meet him sometime nxt week... dunno lah. i dun really want to? but hes really nice to me so i shld rite. just tt. i dunno lah. whats wrong with me haha. actually while i was in india i was thinking of giving him a chance but aiyah i dunno lah. maybe i just dont want any strings attached at the moment?
well its back to relaity soon... can only escape for so long eh. but it IS good to be home haha. me and char were singing "home" in the plane haha. so embarrassing! and i wore my sari to the airport and like all the customs pple on both sides were telling me tt its nice :) tho i think i wore it wrongly.
gross boy msged me haha. i AM evil. whoops
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